Monday, August 17, 2015

Depression visits my abode

I had a spell of depression last weekend, 3.5 weeks after my previous depressive episode. This evening I called Diane the travel writer, and she said she still intends to go to the library to obtain the MAP pass, so we can go to the ROM. Today on FB I stumbled upon a link to an anti-porn website (fightthenewdrug.org), which claims that porn is addictive. In my case I feel that even though I have to keep on seeking new images of different women, it will never escalate to viewing hard-core videos which include violence (I don't watch videos anymore, or rarely). So I probably don't have to worry about acquiring a heavy-duty porn addiction. I've always been dependent on porn, ever since my mid-teens (Playboys in most of my life). In the unlikely event that Diane becomes my girlfriend, I will probably stop viewing porn.

Tomorrow I will resume going for walks, and soon I will buy more bananas and apples, which I've been eating lately (but not today). This evening (certainly by Wednesday) I hope to resume educating myself on Flask. My next 2 things to learn are unit testing and Jinja templates. Flask is a tool used along with the Python programming language to develop the server-side code of websites. Lyvathon is based on Flask, and is implemented in Python. Despite a blip in the road caused by a spell of depression over the weekend, I continue moving forward. If I only get depressed every 2 or 3 weeks, that would be a big improvement, and my most recent depression was milder than most. Less depression, more Lyvathon (and healthier living)! I'm on my way, towards happiness and success in my professional life (and maybe even romantically, but we'll have to wait and see).

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